saturday

yesterday
had esd technical rehearsal mr jow said we were safe so he ask us 2 go on stage 1st n we were so nervous cuz we were lyk 1st 2 go up?
made some changes we actually left e magazine nin class n didn't bring... haha...
was at right backstage i tink... all e actors so nervous... jian xing worse then kah bing... but overall we did well... so next up should b drama nite... jys...
today
last day of sch... gonna miss one diligence... n today is oso e day we get back report book... i improved yay! n fortunately all one diligence peeps dun need 2 meet parents so it means that we will all b in two diligence next yr... yay! same classmates but... how bout teachers? miss annisa gave each of us a bottle of sweets... thx! n mr chia gave us lollipops e day b4 thx! &&& honeymoon yr is over have to work hard hard hard... streaming...

well e principal gave an end of year assembly i dunno how he can talk bout e national rally n relate it 2 our sch...n our class won e most conducive class award 1st position n zhong(1) zheng(4) jing(1) shen(2) jiang(3) award 2nd lost 2 RP 4 zhong zheng jing shen jiang but won RP in conducive class... all fairprice vouchers...

thn went back 2 class 4 spring cleaning... so dusty... n thn volleyball lucky indoors it's so sunny out there... n 1st training was boring but 2nd training was fun but had 2 run after e ball 2 save it... n thn e 3rd training was oso fun but very tiring 4 me cuz i had 2 teams cuz not enough setter so after 1 of my team finish i have 2 run 2 e other end of e court 2 join e next team n i was practically late 4 almost all e turns... but after tat got huimin team... lucky if not i will die sia... some senior spike ball very pain lor... i tot i dun need 2 spike thn neva spike kena scolding 4 e 1st time... thn after tat spike lor... didn't really noe how 2... but managed 2 do so some how... haha...

jiayous
volleyball competition is coming... n i'm scared... n i can't go 4 e openhouse cuz i got swimming camp n i oso can't go vb camp cuz i'm not in singapore... sad... anyways jiayous 2 all seagulls... haha... vb C div' girls...

jiayous 2 all one diligence ppl 4 drama nite... n i hope almost our whole class will go 4 class outing...

pics!

finally had esd with teacher 2day n e last scene used a different method of presenting. it's SUPER creepy lor... very very very scary... n e second scene kah bing fell n jj neva catch her then she hurt her knee lor... jj so bad...

we dismissed ourselves 2day n it was EARLY! suppose 2 go at 12.15 but guess wat we went at 11 plus... haha

went to lucky station n ate actually wanted 2 go 2 7-11 but shao hong they all were there... then we played truth,dare, double dare but there were only truths... n lots of secrets n family things blah blah.. shall not say... then went back 4 vb training... outdoor cuz they did sth in grand audi... e sun was shining but it was very windy too... we could feel ourselves almost being blown away... n e basket toppled over lyk more than twice? then coach ask us put e basket back... haha... we played so long n i play in every match then i was so tired tat i slept once i got into e car... all e way till i reach home... tiring day... okay nth 2 blog le...

y didn't u study hard enough? c drop 2 NA le... anyways jy lor... it's ur stead who should b e 1 2 encourage u... study hard... dun everyday fight alr...

i tink break up is e best method... it's affecting my frens n i dun 1 them 2 get affected... n u dun seem 2 care... y drag?

went 2 pulau ubin wif pri sch on sat n we saw this typical local dag supper cute lah... so well-trained name Max... there were big spiders, jellyfish small ones, crabs, bids, fish n many more... n sun went 4 BBQ at 1 of my dad fren house...quite boring lor...

2day we had talks in sch again... bout i&e... congrats 2 e classes tat won... n bao yu cut her hair... i realise tat nore n nore v-ballers r cutting their hair 2 e short 1... then more talks n recess we cut cake 4 jian xing... HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JIAN XING! hope u lyk e present tat we gave you...

then e sch invited roysten tan from 881... n the singer tat sang yi ren yi ban... i 4got his name...n roysten praised xiao liyuan leh... xiao liyuan is his actor in 1 show then they going overseas 2 take e film... then we end sch... we played cards in class 4 awhile then went to kallang wif chrystal, felicia n kah bing 2 eat... we ate kfc then went to macs e playground 2 play... we played truth, dare, double dare... but most or i should say all r truths except 1... so lots n lots of secrets revealed... then chrystal mum fetch me go simei mrt... thanks chrystal! n mayb we should go out together again next time...
if there's sth wrong solve it quickly pls or juz simply break... i can't continue tis... i need lots of attention u noe... i need help... but countless help is of no use unless u co-operate... if not all i have to say is bye... i'll b okay at least try...

slack e whole day in class 2day... n it was a half day... e chi speech n drama slack in another room... some were playing cards while e rest juz talk n jian xing n nigel played their phone... kah bing so guai(1) do her piano hw.. theory... i bored sooooo bored so sms my kor... (desmond) if u noe him... he haven got back his result... then sneak out 2 eat cuz hungry then went 2 vb training...

it rain n stop rain n stop... e ball so wet when i hit e water splash on my face eww... i dun 1 2 type anymore...

y? y? y? i'm tired... i can't talk 2 any1 nor do anything bout it... then wat? wat do i do? i dun tink i can continue... i'm sorry...

we were playing poker when mr chia suddenly came in n then we juz hurry up keep e cards haha... we won mr chia's MC student award best class award... so he give us $80 4 class outing... yay! onediligence we rock! n then miss annisa came in too... we checked our marks 4 e combine CA2 n SA2 dun ask cuz i 4got haha...

then we had to go 2 LT2 i tink 4 e photography thing... we stood outside e wrong LT n wait so long b4 we realise n then we were late... oops... n it was so stuffy tat kah bing n rachel decided to move backwards so tat each of us got more space 2 breathe haha...

recess we played volleyball a while then kah bing sorta wanted 2 hit e ball over but ended up making her finger n it hurt lyk e last time wat happened 2 my finger... e bad side of being a setter... haha... so we went 2 eat... kah bing almost put e wrong chilli 4 her noodles then e auntie help her put so much till she look lyk she'es crying...

then after recess went back 2 class n felicia, chrystal, kah bing n me was sort of forced 2 write on e board... n mr teo came in 2 ask ppl 2 help him bout e 'o' levels... not take e paper but paste e candidate name n no. on e tables... mr teo was so kind... thx! wanted 2 look 4 Brian Ng place but dun have... mayb he doesn't take a maths...then we were late 4 esd so we chiong all e way 2 class 2 open e locker n get all e costumes n shoes which r very heavy then go all e way 2 innosphere n climb 3 floors up... so we started late... rhine n jj look super serious when acting so it was very funny n then we ended late too... then went 2 put all e costumes back in e locker n went home...

i went 2 giant then shop cuz sun got BBQ... n i only realise tat i 4got 2 eat after my mum ask if i eat alr... haha... so ate sushi... then fetch my bro n here i am blogging... okays gtg...

y be concerned when u dun care? y only care when sth happen? can't u care more at any time?

debrief again... sit soooo long on grand audi floor... so boring some more... nigel started throwing paper again lor... yesterday oso throw but yesterday 1 was wet... lyk eww... haha... results!

history:26/35 which is 74.285... (did better thn expected) [A2]

Science:
section a: 29/30
section b:48/70
total:77/100 (erm... i tink tat's e marks i wanted or higher...) [A1]

last paper lit:45.5/75 which is 60.6666... (bad bad bad...) [B4]

so overall i have 3 A1 3 A2 n 1 B4 which is lit... spoilt my As... haiz...

n then it was volleyball... most volleyballers ate together... n hui min got mc tat she was sick she neva came 2 sch but went to vb training we were playing when we saw her outside haha...okay thn hell training started but i tink it was worthwhile... cuz cuz we improved!!! yay!!! seagulls continue 2 strive hard!!! we can achieve as a team! hmms... i hope we win mini cup... 2day under e hot sun black again lor... plus i had blue black... AGAIN! n coach ask me 2 kai xia shou qiu cuz my shang shou cannot... sometimes it hit e net sometimes gd ball haiz... i really dunno how... mayb if i tink n concentrate... wheneva i kai qiu now not so nervous alr... saved quite a number of balls... meaning volleyball... n thn we da dui wif seniors n guess wat? we got 19 n seniors got 25... a lot a lot of improvement from last time... we always lose till very bad... now only lose 6 marks if we work harder we will win them... we will won't we?

will u stay by me? i really need u... dun go...pls.. i dunno wat happen.. y? ily

yays debrief! okay not very good for some people... well but it was okay 4 me!okay now 1st eng...
compre:40/50(actually expected to fail 1... but i passed!)
compo:19.5/30(quite bad lor)
situational:18/30(erm worst than compo haha)
total:77.5/11o therefore it's 70.4545... n it goes on but but it's an A2!!! :DDD

then it was recess Kah Bing n i simply did nth n i juz ate sushi role... n then...
chi... in LT2 so we were almost late or u could say late haha
作文：37/50(my name wasn't in 1 of e highest so... u could guess...)
应用文：15.5/20(yays my name up there!but there wrote lyk wrong haha)
MCQ:45/60(er i tink not very gd...)
Open ended:60/70(haha)
total:157.5/200 therefore 78.75/100 [A1]

then here comes geo... e subject tat i have no confidence...
section A:19/20(yays! :DDD)
section B:16/30(err.. haha)
total:35/50(got sticker haha) therefore 70/100 [A2]

the last paper of e day!maths!
paper 1:33/50(not good cuz i didn't complete e paper...)
paper 2:46.5/50(hahaha)
total:79.5/100 [A1]

yay 2 A1 n 2 A2!!! i wish tat i could do as well 4 e rest... gd luck 2 every1 2morrow...

n then e torture... volleyball... no lunch cuz we were late... then we da(3) dui(4) thn of course we lose lah... then coach was lyk so mad at me then keep scolding n scolding then ask me 2 kai(1) xia(4) shou(3) blah blah... then i lean against e pillar cuz coach ask kah bing to take over me thn say i look lyk i dun 1 2 hit e ball... then i dunno y my tears started 2 roll down uncontrollably... i couldn't control sorry felicia n veda...but felicia said tat dun cry or else i call some1 2 come... then veda said steven... i was lyk laughing haha... it's e 2nd time i cried bcuz of volleyball... then they asked me if i was alright but all i could manage was a smile n nod my head... then coach was lyk kah bing switch wif then he started pointing but i was way behind... then i tink he said e other setter... he doesn't even rmb my name... he made me cry kay... my dad doesn't scold me lyk tat... even all my swimming coaches all dun do tat... even if they do, we smile back they dun mind so long as we learn n we could talk back cesides we get scolded by a team not individual not lyk him... n i tink i got hit by e ball e most time tat he purposely throw... then i was soooo angry sad confused wif no more mood 2 do anything unless he was here... dun ask hu is e he...so i hit e ball so hard but i dun noe how it went juz over e net so hard tat coach n his er fren hu is a gurl said hao qiu but i dun give it a damn cuz i hit so hard cuz i was supppper angry n sad le... he spoiled my mood i was happy of e results then he had 2 do this... n couldn't be sad in front of my mum or she would make me quit vb... i dunno i really dunno... then here i am at home blogging away my sadness...

i miss u pls come back i need u 2 b there 4 me whenever sth lyk this happen... will u?

gd luck 4 debrief!

decided to change blogskin for no reason...

seniors told us tt e vb tee behind e code is 1 of our seniors birthday... hehe...2morrow having vb training again... each n every one of e seagulls muz jiayou!

debrief is 2morrow too... all dl-ers gd luck!
i hope you will b near... protecting me always...

went out wif Felicia, Chrystal n Kah Bing!!! okay they day started out liddat...

it was training in Chung Cheng High Main School(i'm proud of my sch jkjk) e boys sotta let us use e Grand Audi so we use...n lucky we use or else coach gonna go emo again... cuz it started 2 rain a while n bcuz of e rain e boys can go back early! ah!!! then we had 2 choose jersey... minicup is cuming soon! n... congrates 2 all 12 ppl tat coach chose... n my jersey number is 12!!! is we choose ourself... as 4 e colour we chose oso but i dunno cuz kah bing n i had 2 run 2 innosphere 2 ask Veda her nric n height under e rain then we met shao hong n asked him then e other boys were lyk u r his gf ar? but we simply dun care... then we ran upstairs 2nd level 2 find them n then can't so we ran 2 4th level n saw BN n ask them they say next door so we went n they locked e door so we knock e door lyk so long b4 they realise...then we had 2 run all e way back b4 coach get angry then mr tay looking 4 shao hong we had 2 run n chase after him b4 he went home... tired sia... then coach say we rest too long run 3 rounds around grand audi... i was lyk wat? i juz ran! but still had 2 run... n when we were running e staff were having some food outside fried beehoon n we could smell... then we had 2 jie(1) sha(1) qiu(2) by senior thn i was lyk so scared of e ball...we da(3) dui(4) oso lah then sec 2 senior 10:30am leave i tink go www... so gd... when we tot we could go coach say da(3) dui(4) then we were lyk huh... late alr... yue(1) le(4) ren(3) then coach was lyk competition coming up still yue(1) ren(2)... then he juz let us go haha... escape!!!

fast n we reached TM met chrystal n went 2 eat lunch n watch movie then neoprints!!! lots n lots of them... we watched mr woodcock erm some parts r super sick but funny overall...haha...

then went home n 1 more min i'm late! i wa lyk shit 5:59pm lyk i'm suppose 2 reach home b4 6:00pm... phew or else i can't go out next time... if coach neva let us off so late then we wun so late go home alr...

i hope he's reading this n i hope u care i miss u... lots... u seem far

School was boring 2day... chinese speech n drama group had 2 go 4 rehearsals but e eng speech n drama group was slacking in class...

it started 1st wif us going 2 e concourse 2 check our CCA points... n guess wat? i only got lyk 2 CCA point n Kah Bing had 5 cuz she's a councillor n Rachel had 12 but she's still lyk want more...

then went back 2 class n as we were talking mr teo came in! so we started asking 4 our maths marks n he was lyk okay i say out can? n we went no!!! then he said then how? then he started counting the overall failures... i 4got how many r there... but but Chrystal got 1st in calss congrates wif a mark of 93! and and mr teo said he added CA n SA marks without a part of CA2, Valerie got 1st n Kah bing got 2nd... Kah bing won me 4 e two papers overall but i won Shao Hong haha... Jian Xing dun b sad le... N steven dun worry u will pass wif grreeat marks... n he talked a lot bout his life n we were saying mr teo is malnutrition but mr chia is i shall not say... hu noes if he reads... n then it was RECESS!!! e chi speech n drama group came in 4 a while...

then we slacked in class again. n miss annisa came but she juz mark her paper n mr chia came in cuz nigel told him our class was doing nth in class. then e boys played arm wrestling wif mr chia n they all lose but jian xing won wif e help of soooo many ppl... haha... jj wanted 2 play wif me so i played then all e others oso ask me... so my hand was lyk super tired... then went 2 c e art fest at grand audi...mr bercury asked us 2 pass up e katong fieldtrip paper but we said we passed up alr so he searched his locker n his table then in e end jiakang neva pass 2 him lor... haaizz... then sch ended n i waited super long 4 my mum 2 come...

2morrow volleyball training n then going out wif felicia n chrystal n Kah Bing. i tink we'll be dead 2morrow... we have 2 train till 12 LYK TAT n senior's not going!!! AHH!!! means tat coach will focus on us... wish luck 2 us...

ending here... enjoy ur holidays friday,sat,sun n mon!!! bye!!! o ya BYE EOY too!!

hmm exams r going 2 end... 6 papers down, 3 more to go! yay!
well lit 2day was okay when i looked up i saw tat Rhine, Steven and Nigel had alr finished e paper so i started 2 do faster... Shao Hong did e paper right up to e last minute.
XLY actually borrowed calculator from Steven.
yesterday geo fortunately we took ms lai's advice and mesmorise e location of e reservoir and it's name... when e boy sitting beside me left side flip 2 tat page he said "shit!" so loudly... i bet he didn't rmb...

i wanna congratulate u 4 finding some1 better i can tell tat u love her a lot... juz started out so u muz give in 2 her...i noe u will u always did... i'm sure u will oso care a lot 4 her e care u shower on ur steads r a lot n ppl tend 2 realise it only when they lose it. the song lyrics below does describe a lot bout how i tink... i'm saying it wif a happy mood n i'm happy 4 u seriously...

曲名：本来 歌手：同恩 专辑：做自己
词:阿怪曲:林松锦
下雨了站在玻璃门里头
并没有总是挂念着我
你带着雨伞来接我
夜晚了只剩老板跟我
像从前你抽着烟皱眉头
不知怎么安抚太任性的我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼爱我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再庇护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼我以后
来不及了手写的留言对象
已经不会是我
停雨了不必再躲雨了
已经过了该打烊的时候
还是不太想走
太晚了只能坐计程车
为什么想念着摩托车
常常会半路熄火的后座
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你放弃爱我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再庇护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼我以后
来不及了
长长的简讯对象已经不会是我
走在湿漉漉红砖道上
沿着导盲砖试着假装
的确有点困难
也许我就这样走路回家
反正你不再在乎几点
该几点回到家
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你再也不疼我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再保护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你放弃爱我以后
来不及了
对不起长大太慢
害你遗失了我
抱歉让你白费了这么多

the girl that’s trying to let go.

Venessa Chow Xin Yu♥
6B1DLtwodiligence3justice
nanchiaupriCCHMS
28 FEB 1994
pisces
15&counting
VOLLEYBALLER<33
swimmer
veneschow@hotmail.com
And Im just your typical, normal girl-next-door

talking to myself.

all I want is you really.

But It’s never gonna happen.
him♥
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