&let go.

Sunday, August 26, 2007

well everything is alright already... at least i tink so...except bout ******* i juz can't say wat happened... but i didn't mean it... if i am allowed 2 i would juz simply say it out loud it would b a load of mi... went swimming yesterday 4 training n life-swimming n practise e extended chin tow n chin tow then learned e chest tow... it's hard doing e chest tow... e victim is heavy n we can only use scissors kick or else we would kick e victim... i tink if i use chest tow e victim would drown... tried it on my partner...it was drizzling n cold so we all started sneezing when i was towing my partner she suddenly sneeze i got a shock lor... haha... then we learned mouth 2 mouth resuscitation but we pretend 2 blow... we blow at e side... then e boys doing tat tat time e victim suddenly sneeze... haha... life-saving so fun... hahas but it isn't if my partner is not here cuz then i would be the only gurl n 4 boys... my coach didn't allow e other competitive swimmers 2 learn this yr... but they learn next yr... hmm... i tink next yr would b more fun cuz a lot of them!!! hehe... n lin yi said tat there would b a chalet again! my coach oso said so... at e end of e yr... all e past yrs i neva stay overnite... dunno if this time will... i'm sure we would have lots of fun!!! N teachers' day is coming! so is Misha, my best deskmate ever Birthday! HAPPY BURFDAY MISHA!!!

what we could have been, 1:16 PM.

Thursday, August 23, 2007

If u dun wanna noe wat happened, pls dun read e text below...

********** problems r so bad... Y does it always happen in my life? Y? It happens in pri sch now? i hated my life in pri sch i wanted 2 4get it... i can't even remember how long i suffered alr... juz when i thought i was going 2 have a nice new life as a chung chenger,my life fell... do i really have 2 pick up e pieces all by myself again? juz as wat i had did in my pri sch? y? do i deserve all tat?i cried in e toilet 4 long hrs tat my maid came 2 knock on e door... i splashed my face wif water as my tears streamed down i try not 2 cry in sch n i did not...i controlled my tears till i reached home... am i suppose 2 do tat everyday? it affects mi so much tat i can't concentrate...Misha asked mi a qn n she had 2 say it twice n shake mi b4 i noe she's talking 2 mi...y?i didn't mean 2 hurt any1 i'm so confused... i dun hate any1 but y am i stuck in between? i only feel tat some ppl r * but i tink e whole class should b best frens... i dun tink tat can even happen a thousands yrs later... in fact i tink it would b all broken...Some kind angels do help mi... i believe in them...

i would rather b an ant tat is unnoticed 4ever tat could be crushed any moment n die than b a human tat i am now...mayb i should die now in anyway so i could escape from this scary, lonely n merciless world... i dun tink anybody would care even if i'm gone... maybe i will go so quietly tat no one knows... nobody cares... even if i shouted 4 help...

even if i said tat those u still care do tag, i guess no 1 will... my mum mentioned bout changing my sch... mayb i should 2 escape my meaningless life...

what we could have been, 5:51 PM.

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

me n veda

me n kah bing

me n kah bing yet again

Ok i managed 2 upload e images n so here is Kah Bing n i in e bus... on e way 2 NEWater...

what we could have been, 6:48 PM.

Juz bored, so made a short post...

Why is everybody so emo?hmm... Do *********** problems still happen in sec sch? So sad... does it always happen 2 mi? why?Nvm, maybe juz sail over it... juz wanna say 2 somebody if u do leave dun leave mi behind... kays? dun ask mi wat i'm writing, i wun tell u... juz dun ask...

Another thing is tat y do everybody always go ... 2 ***?Y does ** always go there n not here? y? i juz dun get it? these problems do trouble mi a lot...really... n i really nid help...from e angels...

what we could have been, 6:37 PM.

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

hmm... Let's c... A lot of things went by... Juz tat i dun have e mood 2 type tat all out... Coach is being emo too... So is Kah Bing...

well, we went 2 e NEWater... N well was there 4 geo n had 2 do a project after that juz gonna put up some of the pics only... Shan't talk much bout it...some problems i can't upload e pics... sorry...

N i went back 2 swimming too... on my 1st training, i saw Justin! HE kept moving backwards n did not realise tat i was behind n he almost knock into mi... Fortunately, he stopped... i heard tat he took e test 6 times n DQ 5 times... so pro... We started 2 learn e extended chin tow n chin tow... well we almost drowned each other... haha... e chin tow suppose 2 lyk make e victim close 2 u 2 calm e victim n so e boys open their mouth 2 breath n actually ate each other hair how weird... y don't these weird stuff happen 2 girls?hahas jk.jk.Desmond went 2 army already... justin actually had 2 go 2 army but i tink he has some exam so his father wrote letter in 2 let him go in later...

our class had e netball interclass won 2 match alr...hmm... n volleyball interclass we got 2nd runner up... gd luck 2 DL for e other upcoming interclass...

I'm sad too... When i am, i tend 2 write... i often love to write away all my anger or sadnes...well, so i started 2 write n soon i finished all my work so nth 4 mi 2 write... n tat's bad... i could actually not care all e noise around in e class n veda n misha talking...Am i very petty? Sometimes i really do wonder... y do i get so jealous over ***?Hmm... juz get over it...

what we could have been, 6:37 PM.

Friday, August 10, 2007

yesterday was national day... red white red white everywhere... did u all enjoy e show? my god bro was e 1 hu drove e plane 4 red lions 2 jump twice tat is... how nice it was 2 be a pilot... n those radio-controlled kites ppl r my dad's fren... last yr or e previous yr(i 4got), they introduced it 2 e army ppl 2 fly it during national day... but it is difficult 2 learn within such a short time so it was a failure my dad was there 2 help...the 1 n only 1 tat flew e highest was my dad's fren... howeva my dad has been busy 2 practise tat...this yr they asked their own ppl 2 fly... no army ones... haha... ok ending my post here... wish every1 have a wonderful weekend...

what we could have been, 2:53 PM.

Went back 2 pri sch n one of my classmates, ronnie... Jia Hui managed 2 take a pic of him...

we forced jun wen 2 bring us 2 his condominium playground...as u can c, here's is ronnie...pro huh?

ronnie could actually do pull-ups!!! i can't even do 1...

my best fren...jiahui

jun wen covering his face... so relunctant 2 let us take pics...

N here's mi... so ugly... haha...

jiahui n mi...

Well jun wen n ronnie playing...

what we could have been, 1:30 PM.

Wednesday, August 8, 2007

hey guys! yesterday we went 2 e old folks home!!! i was a bit helpless at e conversation part... ya... there was 1 old folk there hu was from chung cheng!!!then ltr we went 2 mac 2 eat n ya... we shared drinks n food as usual... hehe... when we was bout 2 go, mr chia suddenly appear... then ltr at e petrol kiosk waiting 4 us he drive car nvr fetch us there... so bad... 2day at e cross-country, i saw brian!!! he was in his black class tee... then ltr he changed 2 his white class tee... he got 2nd 4 sec 4 bois...my class 1st boi got 3rd 4 sec 1 bois... Gao xiang actually like i tink too tired till he lie on e ground... when i ran past... then we hurry up ask e boi on duty go call st. john ppl n he walk so slow we run so far already he juz started walking 2 go 2 gao xiang... so lousy service...haha... in e end he was wheeled back in a u noe bed lyk thing... i hope he is ok... we actually had 2 sit on e grass so tickilish... then kah bing sit beside mi then she saw a spider she scream n grab my hand... but wat can i do? i oso veri scared lor... kah bing's hand was shivering lor... after everything ended, i hurry up go eat... SUPER hungry lor... my daddy was lyk u 1 some more water cause i was lyk grabbing my mummy drink... so NICE cold green tea... i actually drank 2 cans n ate 1 big plate of western food... haha... i muz b insane... ok not really... u noe after u juz ran 3.2km... though i was walking most of it... haha... while eating i saw chrystal n calista n kai chun n erm i 4got... when i went back they tot i dye my hair when it is actually juz temporary hair spray...ltr i went back pri sch... my gd frens!!! miss all of them lots!!! then we force jun wen 2 bring us 2 his condo playground cause we were lyk at compass point n his house at compass heights is juz beside compass point... when we went there, tian lin aka ronny, jia hui n i tok bout lyk 2 hrs bout ghost story cause they both npcc then got night walk plus ronny sch, mari stella all bois sch was actually a cemetry... n his senior while doing night walk saw... till now oso have... shall not say or i will be scared again... n i did not noe tat ronny was actually tat brave 2 not b afraid... i tink i zao jiu cry le... then when we tok halfway, yi ren n wilson came... their voices r lyk so deep now... not used 2 it sia...ya so meeting again at teacher's day... see u there again buddies!

what we could have been, 8:08 PM.

Monday, August 6, 2007

Hello... Well didn't have time 2 blog e last few days... First i have 2 say HAPPY BURFDAY KAH BING(3 August) & JUSTIN(4 August) although it is already late... hahas... ya anyway national day is coming... A big HAPPY 42nd BURFDAY SINGAPORE!!!Juz went to watch transformers at vivo yesterday wif my bro n frens it was a nice show an old dirty car could actually be a big robot n tok 2 u , b ur fren.it after tat transformed into a new cool striking yellow sports car... hahas. It ended up wif e boy n his gf kissing while lying one sports car...the scene wif all e robots hiding from e boys parents was funny when they walked, e father tot was earthquake n hid under e table e 1st time n e mum was asking how did u get there so fast e 2nd time e father hid in e bathtub...hahas... in overall it was indeed a show wif comedy, scary and fighting in army there's even e airforce yup. My fren told me tat ghost whisperers(if it is spelt lyk tat) is oso a nice show bout e human helping e ghost cross over 2 e other world... going 2 do CIP 2morrow... N running 3.2km on wed while boys r running 4.8...ok i gtg now all e best 4 every1... bye...

what we could have been, 6:16 PM.