If u dun wanna noe wat happened, pls dun read e text below...

********** problems r so bad... Y does it always happen in my life? Y? It happens in pri sch now? i hated my life in pri sch i wanted 2 4get it... i can't even remember how long i suffered alr... juz when i thought i was going 2 have a nice new life as a chung chenger,my life fell... do i really have 2 pick up e pieces all by myself again? juz as wat i had did in my pri sch? y? do i deserve all tat?i cried in e toilet 4 long hrs tat my maid came 2 knock on e door... i splashed my face wif water as my tears streamed down i try not 2 cry in sch n i did not...i controlled my tears till i reached home... am i suppose 2 do tat everyday? it affects mi so much tat i can't concentrate...Misha asked mi a qn n she had 2 say it twice n shake mi b4 i noe she's talking 2 mi...y?i didn't mean 2 hurt any1 i'm so confused... i dun hate any1 but y am i stuck in between? i only feel tat some ppl r * but i tink e whole class should b best frens... i dun tink tat can even happen a thousands yrs later... in fact i tink it would b all broken...Some kind angels do help mi... i believe in them...

i would rather b an ant tat is unnoticed 4ever tat could be crushed any moment n die than b a human tat i am now...mayb i should die now in anyway so i could escape from this scary, lonely n merciless world... i dun tink anybody would care even if i'm gone... maybe i will go so quietly tat no one knows... nobody cares... even if i shouted 4 help...

even if i said tat those u still care do tag, i guess no 1 will... my mum mentioned bout changing my sch... mayb i should 2 escape my meaningless life...

the girl that’s trying to let go.

Venessa Chow Xin Yu♥
6B1DLtwodiligence3justice
nanchiaupriCCHMS
28 FEB 1994
pisces
15&counting
VOLLEYBALLER<33
swimmer
veneschow@hotmail.com
And Im just your typical, normal girl-next-door

talking to myself.

all I want is you really.

But It’s never gonna happen.
him♥
Friends

the people there.

+3 justice!
[&]Angelica
[&]Henry
[&]Iris
[&]Jia Ying
[&]Jonathan
[&]Kennard
[&]Marcus Chua
[&]Shernise
[&]Wen Cong
[&]Yi Liang
[&]Yi Qian
[&]Yong Quan
[&]3 Justice'09

+DL-ers!
[&]Alvin
[&]Benjamin
[&]Christel
[&]Chrystal
[&]Felicia
[&]Jocelyn
[&]Kahbing
[&]Kai Wen
[&]Learning
[&]Leckqi
[&]Misha
[&]Rachel
[&]Shirlyn deskmate
[&]Shao Hong
[&]Veda
[&]Xinyi
[&]Zann
[&]Zhe Yuan
[&]Twodiligence

+Volleyballers!
[&]Calista
[&]Gloria
[&]Huimin
[&]Kahyong
[&]Xin Hui
[&]volleyball

+Juniors
[&]Natasha
[&]Teresa

+Seniors
[&]Jacqueline
[&]Melisa
[&]Samantha
[&]Shumin
[&]Yanyun.Waiwai

+CCHMS
[&]Ashlyn
[&]Daniel
[&]Germaine
[&]Marcus Chin
[&]Shi Jing
[&]Si Rong
[&]ZhiYing

+Others
[&]Celestine
[&]Linyi
[&]Timothy
[&]6B'06
[&]6D'06
[&]Team Anything!!

let my memories with you fade.

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